How the hell am I doing nothing?
I am constantly spectating games, I streamed a few games but i'm having issues with it, i've asked for help but seems there isn't anyone here who knows enough.
But i'm doing my own music, learning video editing, I put together that video as an example of the quality I can make with very basic knowledge and skill, because it looks quite good so imagine how good it'd be if I had good footage from other players and the skillset required to make badass transitions and video effects...
I have a great microphone and equipment to use, but i'm not gonna sit and do it entirely alone, if no one shows any interest, then I don't see the point, why should I do it if no one wants it?
You know why I say "lazy f**kers" etc, i'd rather get ignored completely, than have people go out of their way just to say they don't want to be involved, there is no need for people that are not interested to f**king ruin it for others by announcing they aren't interested.
So yeah, I retaliate like an a**, but really i'm just copying the attitude back at other people they showed in the first place... But of course they are innocent lol, for some stupid reason humans are like this.
I've proved i'm willing to put the hard work and effort in, but I don't see anyone else doing the same for this kinda thing.
Of course, nobody is gonna get involved, unless someone starts insulting people, so people can come in with their f**king opinions and say what's wrong and how it should be, it's the ONLY damn way to get attention around here, is to say someone done something wrong, so they can post with their ego.
Try and do something nice, get people involved, share your personal hobbies n stuff, nope, everyone ignores you.
The second I say someone's lazy or something, EVERYONE wants in on it to insult and argue, WHAT THE F**K is wrong with you people? What the f**k is wrong with this planet and the current generation, IT'S COMPLETELY F**KED!
Well, actually, I got some nice comments when I posted about getting my 1st official release, and barman with his TV appearence that's cool, I love space stuff, I wanna see more of what people do in their spare time, what are people studying, how is this community being creative?
But, when I saw virtually nobody reply to Mablaks band stuff, I actually felt f**king horrible, everyone loves him cuz he's good at worms, but like nobody gives a f**k about anything else he does? Man he inspired me to work even harder with my own music, or maybe i'm just stupid for living life this way and caring too much about other peoples stuff...
Man we can do better than this surely...