[vesuvio`] hf!
[ob-blitzed-zar] hf
[ob-blitzed-zar] n1
[vesuvio`] ty
[ob-blitzed-zar] its kinda fun drinking alone sometimes as u can music and worms
[ob-blitzed-zar] without having to care of other ppl too much
[vesuvio`] yeah
[vesuvio`] are your parents still alive x.x
[vesuvio`] ?
[vesuvio`] my life gets mad
[ob-blitzed-zar] My parents are
[ob-blitzed-zar] and your's?
[vesuvio`] yes
[vesuvio`] still
[ob-blitzed-zar] good
[vesuvio`] i hate that they die and than im alone
[vesuvio`] i got no friends in rl
[vesuvio`] in my small city the people act kind and hate me in reality
[vesuvio`] because they know i needed help
[ob-blitzed-zar] Know what you mean
[ob-blitzed-zar] snakes in disguise
[ob-blitzed-zar] some r good but they nbot there when i need em
[vesuvio`] yes !
[vesuvio`] wow u waste the rope for a firepunch x.x
[vesuvio`] i lost sumthing in my life that was myself i need sum1 right now
[vesuvio`] x.x
[vesuvio`] i cant be alone
[vesuvio`] so i play worms !
[ob-blitzed-zar] hoped for a good cr8
[vesuvio`] my parents want me to go to hospital tomorrow
[vesuvio`] and i dont rly want to
[vesuvio`] x.x
[ob-blitzed-zar] mental?
[ob-blitzed-zar] only if u need 2
[vesuvio`] ye
[vesuvio`] no i dont rly need to im done my mind is in hands of demons and if i take pills too long my life is not worth living
[vesuvio`] i tried that
[vesuvio`] the voices said "it would kill him what we do to you"
[vesuvio`] you know its very very bad and the voices sound so bad
[vesuvio`] x.x
[vesuvio`] im rly f@#!ed
[vesuvio`] and suicide maybe is the only way
[vesuvio`] but i m kind of guy lovin his life beliving in life
[vesuvio`] it sucks
[ob-blitzed-zar] ic
[vesuvio`] :S
[vesuvio`] im done and i never thought i could be done
[vesuvio`] but most fault of the poeple
[vesuvio`] they are not my friends ^^
[vesuvio`] they dont like me
[vesuvio`] bah i dont wanna tell u to much bullshit
[ob-blitzed-zar] gg
[ob-blitzed-zar] now shoppa last?
[vesuvio`] gg
[ob-blitzed-zar] gg
[vesuvio`] okay