[doH`dibz] hf
[six`SpideR] good luck
[six`SpideR] after i played you
[six`SpideR] i worked hard man on college stuff
[doH`dibz] ahh what stuff?
[six`SpideR] wrote and read a lot
[six`SpideR] psychology
[six`SpideR] foucault
[doH`dibz] i have a pyschologist which comes see me
[doH`dibz] mental health ya know
[six`SpideR] oh
[six`SpideR] tell me more about it
[six`SpideR] what line is he?
[doH`dibz] early intervention services, used to see people from the home crisis team. I was close to being admitted into a hopsital but i got home visits and medication instead
[doH`dibz] from taking drugs head f@#!. :x
[doH`dibz] but im alright now
[six`SpideR] psychiatry related
[doH`dibz] yeah
[six`SpideR] i don't know the english words
[six`SpideR] i understand
[six`SpideR] what were the purposes for that?
[doH`dibz] u mean like what happened?
[doH`dibz] just paranoia, psychosis.
[doH`dibz] if uve heard it
[doH`dibz] sheeeeeeep
[six`SpideR] lol
[six`SpideR] i heard it, yes
[six`SpideR] i am studying it
[six`SpideR] its not very good to smoke often in your case, i understand
[six`SpideR] you used to have paranoia?
[doH`dibz] ye
[doH`dibz] i used to thnik people were after me
[doH`dibz] weird beliefs ands tuff
[doH`dibz] its not good nope
[doH`dibz] u ever had paranoia?
[doH`dibz] its quite common with weed
[doH`dibz] I used to smoke all the time
[doH`dibz] shottys and spliffs bongs etc
[six`SpideR] i sure did
[six`SpideR] i had crazy paranoia with mushrooms i can never forget
[doH`dibz] ye haha i had some with acid
[six`SpideR] but its good for experience, and to learn how to behave with such feelings which are part of life, psychedelically speaking or not
[doH`dibz] yeah u learn from it
[doH`dibz] not to take too much and how to handle it next time round. basically try relax sit down think rationally dont panic etc
[doH`dibz] be in good spirits
[doH`dibz] cos when u start panacing and with ppl u dont know bad trip comes and its nasty
[doH`dibz] cant really control it either
[doH`dibz] hallucigenics i dont really like anyway !
[doH`dibz] euphoric ftw!
[doH`dibz] more happy
[doH`dibz] Make u feel on top of the world in control
[six`SpideR] right! Yeah, you sometimes cant control it... but you always can learn more.
[six`SpideR] those can give you big paranoias too
[six`SpideR] speacilly on the end
[six`SpideR] on the fall, coming out of the effects
[doH`dibz] ah u mean comedown
[doH`dibz] yea
[six`SpideR] comedown, yes
[doH`dibz] u can have effect whilst high too
[doH`dibz] even days after u can have them
[doH`dibz] weeks years after
[doH`dibz] but yea i know what u mean
[doH`dibz] comedown is worst
[doH`dibz] badd
[six`SpideR] this top of control feeling, or, lets say, good feeling, is temporary in a way. And sometimes, you suffer a bit depression, not sadness, i mean it's going like it was before
[doH`dibz] yer man i know
[doH`dibz] i took a lot i know how it is
[six`SpideR] its not going like it was before*
[six`SpideR] i know you do :)
[six`SpideR] im trying to put my point of view...
[doH`dibz] its like an altered consciousnessalmost like a dream state
[six`SpideR] lemme write
[six`SpideR] im stoned lol, trying to focus and play and write haha
[doH`dibz] gg
[doH`dibz] didnt attack enough this game :p
[six`SpideR] gg
[six`SpideR] yea
[six`SpideR] i had good places