You don't have anything to apologize for, you got me wrong, you did nothing bad, it's just something that really annoys me, that's all.
Plus it was frustrating that I was winning both games and my impatience, stupidity and anger made me lost them both, that's all. So I'm not mad at you or anything, I was just in a bad mood and I was too tense, that's all, you did nothing wrong.
Was just pissed to say I'm not playing you again, I do want to get my revenge.