i was raised like "you are none , you get none" and laterz they raised me like "you are sick , you halucinate. you need to take medicine"
i had some ruff years wich i "survived" and than i tried to get out of this madhouse wich germany got! and i tried to ask some people for help!
its okay i made this experience because i would say i was very brave to do so and ask for money !
i noticed it wasnt like they act like the world was like you in need and people will have mercy. nah they start using all their force to keep me down.
i think you said that you would NEVER give me 1$ but drinking a coffee and i wasnt rly able to process this! so i started to ask you for a dollar for some time. i was not wise with this noticen i can make you mad with question about money while my real life wasnt happy at all! i thought i deserve love and gratuity of world. to show me in my darkest times iam not all alone. and there are people who care and belive in what i say about demons.
i experiences alot since than and must say that the people acutally still keep me on a dumb level so i could never understand . but its like that even Elon Musk will fire a very good higher worker for asking for money. and people kind of celebrate this even if it makes Jesus a complete bitch!
they put away signs of jesus at politics and think about removing them from town place ! it is okay if people do not belive in jesus but it is not to not help! and argue like we belive in science, but i never saw a scientist examine my problems EVER i just get the same answaers again and again and redcllious conclusions / answears for everything i saw !
yet the one thing i can understand the less is. why do I have to suffer each day and night ( I can not sleep ordanary anymore i have up to 3 weird nightmares and wake up in night each night , i feel super shitty in the morning ) while rly MOST of the people i see are good aand healthy and in my country they have alot of money
iam rly a poor guy the most expensive thing i own is my iphone/computer system and it both was not new ! while u started to f@#!n insult me as a subhuman and i rly can say some people said its bullshit i was a subhuman but i ll never be very handsome or smart !
yet i think this topic about calling a black guy a ***** and my topic with my WHITE Brothers IS rly kinda sensible !!
and there are proofs that the world is held by satanic people anyways but it seems like iam bullshit to EVERYONE
yes and i could upload a thing dt baffo wrote to me years ago, i still got this log in wich he told me things wich very actually TR_UE but very insulting and yes i tlaked with my parents / acquaintance and doctor about this but they all kinda say he is a idiot and i should not talk to him!
but they have no mercy and kind of keep on tellen me things wich raping my mind. they can be VERY psycho and i think im still brave to not attack them aat all !
to write this isnt just silly it has some kind of braveness too. because a black person mayber could have not get a ear from white folks in the past neither
ah edit: and its okay i found gratuity by a women wich rly gives me cash. and i dont feel bad to take it!! i got better cause of it i think !
Usersbesides the discussion going here between the incel and the conspiracy guy is getting out of hand (🚨 🚨🚨🚨🚨 Worms Officer baffo 👮. 🚨🚨🚨🚨not to mention the other dude who should be locked up in a nuthouse right now...🚨 🚨🚨🚨🚨 Worms Officer baffo 👮. Stop the vesu n%*#*# 🚨🚨🚨🚨)
but it is fine like this ! nice that you rly cared for this case ! even if it is francis and my business only. 
