Nice fling, that's really hard to do. And yeah I think we all have this problem Cue, it takes a lot to overcome it. After trying a map long enough, you know the parts where you usually fail, and it's hard to stifle the emotional reaction you get when you succeed. Whether it makes you happy, nervous, etc, it's bound to mess you up, unless you manage to trick yourself into thinking you need to push yourself harder. Who knows, maybe this psychological problem can be eliminated with the right thinking.