Whether you're coming back or not isn't up for debate, anyway let me say this. I don't think you're a stupid guy, the thing I can't stand about you is your way to handle criticism, especially your "omfg stfu n00b" attitude as soon as you feel attacked. That's annoying at times.
In case you don't come back, good luck with whatever you do, honestly. Real life can be a bitch, so think carefully before taking steps.