Ive learned me lesson dont worry! There was no reason, the reason I did it was because I felt as though I needed to fulfil the urge I occassionally have to come close to taking "risks" that may have serious consequences!
Im sure some of you understand what im talking about. Its that urge you sometimes get to feel a shiver down your spine when you put yourself in a position in which your only a flinch away from needlessley risking hurting or injuring yourself, either physically or mentally! And im not talking about pure adrenaline that you'd get from say bungee jumping or skydiving, because in those sorts of activities you always know your safe. Im talking about the urge to do something needlessly stupid thats of absolutely NO BENEFIT to you in any way whatsoever!
When I was young and I got my first BB gun, I used to load it, cock it, then put the barrel right up to my eyeball and squeeze the trigger, daring myself to see how much pressure I could apply to the trigger before I chickened out!
Ive learned my lesson from this though... id never be able to live it down if I lost one of my fingers because of this completely stupid thing I almost did... Id never be able to live that regret down! So yeh, no more stupid, needless risks are going to be taken by me ever again and im glad that this happened now before I did something even more stupid.
Anyway I just tried to play, its possible, frustrating, but I can work with it. I can use my thumb and 2 fingers to press keys, but the big plastic splint stops me from putting my hand on the kb properly! If you see me roping now it might seem like im presssing T all the time, thats just my splint knocking the shit out of all the other keys lol. I cant really clean my hand properly either, gets sweaty and stinky after a few minutes roping!
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