"Seriously, its just like 3 minimum -6 7 people competing againdt each other" Thats where that seriously belongs, not where you have put it.
Komo I dont blame ya for anything. And I have expressed myself wrong, because I agree woth you with everything you write in your second paragraph, amd I just know that.
Also, I know that guy longer. We played tfls in the past but he wasnt as talkative as he is now. He did improve although he said he was rusty.
I just need some space, feeling extremely unhappy atm. Thats what I mean with everything being written down. I feel like every bit that could sound negative is immediately used against me. And I repeat thats how I feel, its not how reality probably is like.