yo matt! whatsup dude! haha. im bored as shit its about 5:00 18th of janurary or january? cant even spell that shit lol. when i got to the first jail they gave me two envelopes, bar soap, toothbrush, couple white t's and boxers. I wrote my girl & my godsons mother, she's a good friend of mine & I thought i would hear back from them quickly. But after one week (just about the time i was comfortable with where I was, and had started to meet some people) they transferred me. oh yeah, in the first jail i was in, i was with 4 people that i knew from my town, 2 of them were pretty close friends. so that time was easy! but now they got me on the other side of the state in a jail I know absolutely no one. I have made some "friends" but its not the same as really knowing the people in real-life. So the time here is going by a bit slower. Not to mention my girl definitely sent the mail to my previous location. so i have not got any mail. and to make things worse i can not make any phone calls. all the #'s i put on my calling list (has to be house phones) have some kind of block on them. even my parents phone is blocked! so i have had no contacts so far. im that changes tomorrow and i get some mail. also i think the first jail i got to it was on a monday and i got a commecary slip in but they transferred me the day before it came in (take 1 week to get your order) if i got it before the transfer I could have brought it all with me but i didnt and they transferred me to this place the day the collected the slips so i had to wait until the following tuesday just to put in my order slip. and then the next tuesday before i get anything, i ordered some ramen soups, honeybuns, nuttybars (cant wait for that) some cosmetics too. like soap (real soap), real toothpaste, shampee etc. and envelopes envelopes envelopes! thats what im mostly looking forward to. i got the two free ones another i drew this one dude some lil' loveydovey shit to send his girl. charged him an envelope. and this envelope i gave some dude my breakfast tray for it. I been saving it for about 4-5 days now, waiting to hear from my girl but have not got nothing from her yet so f@#! it. watch i'll be getting mail from her & i wont have an envelope. i'll just have to give up another food tray. but shit, the portions are not enough im f@#!ing always hungry in this motherf@#!er! anyway tonight is tuesday im hoping next tuesday i get all my commecary i ordered, I also got an AM/FM radio, cant f@#!in wait, i'll put those headphones on and not take them off until i leave here lol. drowned out all these loud mouth motherf@#!ers! anyway guess there is not much more i can complain about. so on to some good news! im sentenced to 60 days, but i can get out on a parole type circumstance in 30 days i already signed the paper work with the jail councelor and my parents agreed to "sponsor" me. so its possible i will be released on feburary 4th to them then i will just have to stay monitored and maybe drug tested by the state for the next 30 days to make sure im not getting in any trouble, then i'll be done, clean and clear, can forget about all this shit! but im still waiting for the warden to approve me for the 50% thing. Im not getting my hopes up, but I am praying believe me. lol.
Ok i was just out in the rec room this dude is giving hair cuts and beard trims, i was gonna get one, but too many dudes waiting ahead of me so i said f@#! it. I just did some sit-ups...Been doing alot of those and push-ups too! i dont wanna be some big muscle head. but it would be nice to come out w/ a nice lil 6 pack, and what not. shit though, with this bullshit ass food they give me im not sure i can even build muscle. Oh, i was reading some magazines, playboys & curves & playmate mags lol one mentioned a site, i wanna check it out. made me think of nino. virtuagirlhd.com. i think that was the name of it lol you can download a girl that strips on your desktop lol. oh yeah tell agneua or whatever that tdc guys name is lol that i could have written to him on the commecary list they sell international envelopes they are like 90 cents but i never wrote down his address, didnt think i would be able to write to him. lol. as far as mablak goes, he never gave me his name or zipcode lol i'll see though, if i end up staying longer than the 4th & have extra envelopes maybe i'll try to write him. i'll write to Cody Freeman! Lol. but by the time I even get commecary food, cosmetics, & envelopes it will be the 26th and im hoping to be leaving the 4th
, lol im gonna be pissed if i aint out on the 4th. anyway, i think i'll do some more sit-ups & push-ups then get in the shower before they lock us down for the night. hopefully im in the showers alone lol. Absolutely hate when there is other dudes in there @ the same time! for obvious reasons lol.
Anyway tell everyone i said hi lol tell nino thanks for that call too! he called my phone like a day before i went in, makes me laugh thinking about that. let me know whats going on. hope you write back soon. mail is the most exciting part of the day. it such a let down each day when i dont get any lol. so write back.
11:00 pm - Lights out, locked down - can barely see right now. but was just thinking. you're parents gonna be wondering why the hell you give your address to some CT inmate lol. BTW: the f@#!in roof is leaking in my cube lol big snow storm came and its a flat roof, all the shit on top just meltin into my cube, got 2 buckets and a big garbage can catchin water. haha, been telling these f@#!in' C.O.'s that if they cant provide good living conditions for me send me the f@#! home. lol, k i cant hardly see, im going to sleep. another day down!