Thanks tita, you're the man! Good luck in Finals!

To be quite honest, I still haven't found a worthy "purpose" in life either, I am still searching this myself, though I go through good days and bad days often, there are many great things I enjoy and many bad things I endure. One of the reasons for this is ultimately due to childhood trauma, learning about manipulation, deceit, lies, pain, suffering, torture, all from a very young age. This made me mature a lot faster than most kids around me in one way, yet never mature in other ways like seeking a career, getting married, having kids, finding religion etc.

I find value in both good and bad, one definitive thing I've discovered about myself is when confronted with the question am I a good person? My answer is, who is the judge? Yet when I do something good I feel good, when I do something bad I feel bad. Knowing "right from wrong" as a moral compass also helps keep me on track and makes sure I don't hurt other people maliciously though sometimes in life we hurt people without intention.

The main thing keeping me going is Dr. Drake Ramoray, my little floofy friend, or should I say void master, the real owner of this house who allows me to exist here also.



At the end of the day, I stand by my philosophy as it's my guiding principle for behaviour and other than "disagreeing" with people due to my strong opinions, I've done my best to avoid hurting other living beings while fulfilling my own desires and life goals. Trying to achieve ones goals without hurting other people is very important to me.

One of my biggest "flaws" apparently, which is something I've been told a lot, is actually being "too intense" for people, like I have a very addictive personality and can be "full on" too much. This causes people to become exhausted with me quickly and that can get very lonely I assure you. Plus I'm always talking about nature, the universe and whatever, which aren't really small talk subjects, my conversations, if I like you, can sometimes go from 0-299,792,458m/s at the snap of a finger and that's not for everyone. Which is why TUS is a good outlet for me to sit and type.

Having a big sense of humour helps me in my life especially with the trauma I suffered as a kid, some of the things I've seen I wouldn't wish upon anyone. So watching good comedy really helps me when I feel bad, it gets me laughing which gets me back on track.

2 of my favourite quotes which also help guide me:

"It doesn't matter who or what you are, there are always haters out to destroy you or your character, everybody has them, so do what you love doing and have fun doing it, the right people will come along and that matters."

I can't remember who said this, and it's not 100% accurate but it's how I see it and it helped me effectively cut off toxic people out my life.

Where I grew up, half of my friends ended up in jail, drunk abusive assholes, drug addicts, some even doing armed robbery, and some dead, my other "best friends" one cheated on me with my partner of 3 years and got her pregnant when I was 21, 2 of the others betrayed me in ways they don't even realize or understand, and the others were just selfish... I'm extremely lucky to have gotten away from all of that and a huge reason for that is thanks to Worms and hugely meeting M3ntal, they helped me more than they'll ever know. Of course I've got my Dad to thank as well for handling some stuff for me when I was younger.

All of it has hardened my skin though.

I love this quote from Bill Hicks:

"Here is my final point...About drugs, about alcohol, about pornography...What business is it of yours what I do, read, buy, see, or take into my body as long as I do not harm another human being on this planet? And for those who are having a little moral dilemma in your head about how to answer that question, I'll answer it for you. NONE of your f**king business. Take that to the bank, cash it, and go f**king on a vacation out of my life."

Because that's how I see it, not enough people can tolerate the actions of others without getting annoyed to the point they become hostile. As long as their actions are not hostile, yours shouldn't be either.

Yes, my apologies I didn't notice camper didn't play that.

I will 100% be streaming the Grand Final and Bronze matches, please make sure to organize these in advance so I can see the day and time you will play.

Yes, it's happening today, Sunday 3rd November at 8pm GMT.

This is going to be a very, VERY interesting one considering the connections Squirminator2k has with the Team17 staff and others who have worked with Team17.

Sorry guys I got totally sidetracked but saw corujao streaming.

You guys haven't played all 3 schemes yet? Remember it's the conditions of the PO to play all 3 schemes, regardless if the score is already 2:0.

This is to make sure all schemes are supported. I don't see a report for Darts so unsure if you played or not so I am assuming you haven't yet.

There won't be progression until you guys finish, although congrats tita for winning, you just need to play the last match!

Maybe they don't make sense to you, but they definitely make sense to me with the way I intend them to be, and although Descartes said "I think, therefore I am" my interpretation and meaning of this is different and it's not me quoting him, it's me quoting me because it's the sum of individual parts and meanings that makes my philosophy so powerful and can really help people achieve close to anything in their lives.

Let me break it down for you in a very basic way, but it goes a lot deeper than the following:

Hello world(Birth)

I am that I am(Others recognizing I exist, I was created, I am acknowledged)

I remember therefore I was(I remember things from the past which helps my consciousness interpret this reality, pain, hunger, emotions, the physical and mental)

I think therefore I am(Aware of your own existence and how you have an effect on reality - butterfly effect)

I dream therefore I can(Aware you can imagine things that can exist in the future, or think about things, then bring them into the physical reality by using the basic 3 elements of creativity - Copy>Transform>Combine)

We are that we are(We all exist together and are aware we all exist together, not alone)

We remember therefore we were(We all can remember the past and we can remember our shared past, photos, videos, memory, science, etc... From every perspective, whether accurate or not it still shapes our combined future.)

We think therefore we are(We are aware of others existence on Earth and how we, together have an even more powerful effect on reality, the world, and eventually the universe. The more common bonds shared the more powerful those forces become and can shape the shared reality we exist within - butterfly effect)

We dream therefore we can(We are aware we can imagine things together that can exist in the future, or think about things, then bring them into the physical reality together and shape the world)

We leave, therefore we say goodbye(This can be death or just saying "Goodbye for now")

Saturday 11pm GMT, great, I'll try to be there to stream it!

I didn't mention anything about athiesm or religion, you brought that up, that's on you lol.

Thanks for replying Bloopy! Always great to read your stuff.

Quote from: Bloopy on October 29, 2024, 08:42 AMThis all has lots of assumptions built in about reality etc. which I suppose metaphysics deals with. I tend to doubt we have any free will to shape the world, with our actual 'self' merely being the consciousness experience observing helplessly (unless consciousness is some sorta quantum thing, given in quantum physics we can't interact with anything without altering it).

The more I've been thinking about it the more I believe that nothing or anybody has individual free will, we as a species, as living beings have mutual free will with both other living beings, mother nature, the mixed realities all around us and pretty much everything via the butterfly effect.

Nobody is independent, nothing is independent.

Without the planet, the environment, we wouldn't exist this way.

Everything we think and do is only possible because we do not exist alone, everything is based on interaction with the rest of reality.

But that's my belief, which is why it's "We think, therefore we are", an evolution of "I think, therefore I am".

Quote from: Big Billy on October 29, 2024, 10:43 AM

Quote from: TheKomodo on October 29, 2024, 01:02 AMAny scheme without mines & barrels.

more variantions.

Luck*

Any scheme without mines & barrels.

You falsely said my behaviour was contradictive, while it wasn't. So I have to yet again defend myself with actual evidence, which seems to be the norm every time we butt heads on here.

If you had even bothered to look at even one of my map packs you would have seen the writing:

Quote50 BnG Maps!

You can use these maps in a variety of ways!

Try not to use them more than once without editing/remixing them!

You can reseed the objects and change the terrain type to make them fresh for new matches!

If you would like to learn how to make your own BnG maps, or even learn how to remix maps to keep them fresh, you can watch the following tutorial on YouTube:

The point is that you rush to accuse people of things without taking the time to see if your accusations are true or not.

Also, since there was a question in there I wanted to take the time to answer it honestly.

It's funny how you never apologize when you're wrong as well, even when I show evidence that you were wrong, again, you still just double down and try to make it seem like you were innocent and I'm the one who messed up!  

I say just give tita the win.

Happy spawn day! Hope you have a good one and you get good bargains for electronics!

Quote from: Sensei on October 25, 2024, 07:57 AMSince you always speak against premade BnG maps, especially those symmetrical ones Xan and me uploaded and people apparently love to play on - why did you upload like 200 (?) of yours few months ago? It's quite contradictory behaviour, @TheKomodo.

I wish for once you would do at least a LITTLE investigation or research. It's not contradictory at all considering the reason why I shared them.

The whole point of those maps is to remix them when you use them, use them like a template, reseed, draw little lines or dots here and there.

It's actually embarassing how little you pay attention or do any kind of research whatsoever, especially when the descriptions of why I made the maps for that specific purpose are in each map pack:

https://www.tus-wa.com/maps/mappack-604/

https://www.tus-wa.com/maps/mappack-608/

https://www.tus-wa.com/maps/mappack-609/

I even made a tutorial people can watch to help them make their own or understand how to remix them.

YOUR maps on the other hand, are premade PNG maps, you cannot remix them as you can the maps I made because the objects are already there set in stone.

It's not contradictory at all, in fact I did all that in an effort to counter premade maps, by teaching people how to make/remix their own in a quick and simple way.

But of course you like to start drama with false assumptions as usual.