At the peak of my trip I felt as though I seen the entire universe as pure engery in its rawest form and that the entire universe was connected as one huge mass of energy. this gave me the feeling ive seen the answers to the universe and that this was "god" or what i felt it was properly called was "the divine". upon seeing/feeling this I had a sudden thought "if this is it, this is all, where do i fit in??" and then instantly I to become a peice of pure raw energy and like a super strong magnent I stuck to the rest of all the energy and became "it" "the one" "the divine". At this point I knew/understanded all that there was to know. this filled me with huge amounts of every feeling possible, total happyness , Pure Bliss! joy, wonder , relief excitement, but at the very same time I knew that i'd seen it all and that the mystery was over and there was no more to know/experience and thats as good as you can possible feel so I was overwhelmed Sadness, Pain and suffering, fear and a huge emptyness inside me.