You know, what I said, it's true, I mean, I seriously don't want to "be" like this, I don't want to get angry and stuff, it just happens, like I'm filled with oil and some things just light me up and I go nuts over the silliest things ever, like this shit here... And I try, really, I do, I keep in mind that I actually stand for something in this community, that I represent TUS itself by being part of the staff and still... I don't know, really.
By the way, back then, this was the reason I didn't want to be a league moderator, because you can see my "reputation" on the site is negative and shit and I didn't want to give TUS a bad name.
Help me...
And you know what, I'm actually glad NAiL was trying to put me in my place like this, since he pointed out things I was too coward to realize by myself. That is the truth.
I need to change, and I will try my best to do it, because people don't deserve to be treated like crap, absolutely not by me.
I am sorry for what happened.
Renato, sinceramente lamento o que aconteceu e espero que eu entendi o que o seu falar.
(I am breaking the rules I was most ludly cheering for, how hypocritical is that?)