Ok so I am a little tipsy now, had 2 ciders, and 5 vodkas lol, and thinking about having a cig, I know I don't need one, it doesn't bother me to go without, but I just "want" one, if that makes sense?
Ah f@#! man, wtf is it about alcohol that amplifies your desire for a cig? I actually really want one now... I was fine when I was 100% sober... It just tastes so f@#!ing good when drinking...
Ok, I just smoked 1 cig, i've had 1 cig, and it tasted pretty shit cuz I haven't had one for 4-5 days, but, I got a serious head rush and THAT felt weird, but sorta like, druggy lol, like, I felt this intense rush to my head like orgasm in my brain or something...
I am confused now lol... I will try to not have anymore see what happens...
I won't be doing that again, actually felt horrible after 5 minutes, starting to realise it is better without although I KNOW I still enjoy the feeling of smoking... I just had to try 1 while drinking to see the effects... And now I know so, yay xD
AH seriously,k I cannlt NOT smoke while drinkiing, that's 2 cigs i've had now in 5 days... I can't heklp smoke while drunk lol, i can avoid when not dirnkioing wtf !!!