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:D

It's actually funny, since usually you respond to criticism with walls of text. This only confirms my initial statement, you literally have nothing to say about it.

Readers may be confused seeing TheKomodo's message. Read my previous post.  :D

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Narcissistic personality disorder...

Not the 1st time someone has threw that at me lol, and sure as hell won't be the last, it's amusing.

I do not think I am important, nobody is important, nothing is important, at least no more important than anyone or anything else. Talking about "importance" is something humans created, humans generally believe they are more important than all other species on the planet, many humans believe they are more important than other humans of a certain skin colour, or where they come from, or how much money they have, and people dare to call me f@#!ing narsissistic! This is the problem with most people, they have it f@#!ing backwards lol, they think just because a person knows a lot, and can confidently talk about how they know a lot, that they think they are more important, it's just knowledge, knowledge gained because they f@#!ing bothered to learn it in the 1st place.

Right now I don't even have a job, and I am still doing things for free for friends helping out streamers, making music, hosting a gaming server, putting hours of work in just to make other people happy! Because I like to see other people having a good time as long as they are not toxic!

I do not need excessive attention and admiration, otherwise I would be trying to get my music signed by record labels, and making shitty pop music, working on my body to become more attractive, have billions of friends on Facebook, while the truth is I just don't give a f@#! what people think about me, I don't want to talk nice about someone to their face and talk shit about them behind their back, I don't want to tell the couple on Facebook they are the most beautiful couple i've ever saw, because they aren't, I will however mention they look happy together! I don't spend an hour taking 500 pictures for my profile picture like most young people.

I strive on criticism, I love learning from people better and smarter than me, and generally spend my time finding people who know more than I do so I can learn from them and become more experienced in the things I enjoy! That's why I enjoy debating so often because I enjoy being challenged and i've learned a lot over the years by doing so, i'm not scared to have someone call me names because my opinion and experiences don't suit them LOL.

A lack of empathy... I sometimes just cry at night thinking about people who don't have what I have, i'm broke but I still have parents who have been together almost 50 years, who showed me love and hard work growing up, I have a roof over my head, an education, the possibility to do anything I desire(within reason), and thinking about animal cruelty, sex & human trafficking, people who literally have no control over their life, bullied and beaten every day, who don't have a family that loves them, people who have life threatening diseases, the list goes on... It's the reason why i'm so f@#!ing angry and depressed a lot of the time, because the world is mostly a fake reality in order to ignore the real suffering that the majority of the human race must go through, so that the smallest percentage can have it all...

When I see someone else in pain, and I mean real pain, like fearing for their life, being emotionally scarred for life, being in so much pain because of some other evil f@#!! It f@#!ing hits me hard...

I care more than you will ever think about other people.

Note: I am writing the following in response to TheKomodo's decision to discuss himself and dispute the claims of being labeled a narcissist. However, allow me to serve as an advocate for all those individuals who have referred to TheKomodo as a narcissist, within the framework of promoting the greater good of the public. For all the readers: feel free to quote anything below in the future. I am raising this topic for awareness purposes because I too had doubts about TheKomodo being a narcissist, and my findings confirm this. Therefore, I cannot overlook this. Drawing from my experience in identifying narcissistic behavior, please regard the following as my complimentary consulting service.



Dear TheKomodo, aka Komito, aka komo

What you have just described about yourself is not just narcissism but communal narcissism specifically. Communal narcissists present themselves as altruistic, caring, and extremely community-minded. However, oftentimes, such activities are merely means to achieve power and control in the future for communal narcissists, rather than a genuine concern for others. Communal narcissism is often associated with the concept of a wolf in sheep's clothing.

The fact that you mention this publicly is a sign that you feel insecure about being a narcissist, and it's no wonder why people label you as such. Because of this, you also exhibit signs of vulnerable narcissism, particularly when you constantly discuss your emotional traumas (which you have talked about extensively; this information is public), particularly in ways to deflect criticism and receive compassion from your peers, sometimes even playing a victim. You may have even been victimized in the past, which is unfortunate and sad, and under normal circumstances, victims deserve compassion. But instead of addressing your childhood emotional traumas, you tend to unknowingly harm others and remain oblivious to the reasons behind it. Unresolved traumas lead to situations where people hurt others. Hurt people hurt other people. The victim becomes the abuser. It's the cycle described in many psychology books.

Of course, if you ever come across my expression of this viewpoint, you will probably deflect and project the label of narcissist onto someone other than yourself. This is a typical narcissistic tactic. Much of the undeserved criticism directed towards others could easily be turned and applied to you. Your usual defense mechanism phrases include "You are acting selfish" or "You are extremely ignorant," and you expect people not to take offense because you are deluding yourself into believing that you possess moral superiority in various aspects of life. For instance, when you proclaim:

I care more than you will ever think about other people.

it demonstrates this sense of communal narcissism. Also, you constantly attempt to show superiority in covert ways, such as your phrase:

I've also said before and will say it again, there are lots of people smarter than me and just as smart as me, but you don't really see them hanging out on a Worms Armageddon forum, because well, look at it lol.

You insinuate that there are no individuals as intelligent as you in the Worms Armageddon forum. Despite acknowledging the existence of smarter individuals, you still maintain this sense of superiority at least on the level of W:A community. However, this admission may merely be another facade, and deep down, you might genuinely believe that you possess all-encompassing knowledge. I recall how you mentioned having access to hidden knowledge not available to ordinary people or possessing supernatural abilities like mind reading. For instance, when someone discusses a topic that you lack understanding of, you respond with, "Ah, I know this, but you simply used different words to describe what I already know." I find this quite amusing, I must say.

Mind you, you claim to appreciate criticism, but your words do not align with your actions. When people point out inconsistencies in your claims and you fail to address them, it portrays you as a hypocrite. You do not genuinely enjoy being challenged; instead, you relish in making strawman arguments to discredit others and satisfy your narcissistic hunger. When you encounter someone who can genuinely challenge your beliefs, you turn them into enemies.

You once stated that you would rather save a pet than a human baby from a burning house, which contradicts your principles of caring for other people. Komito, if you read this, know that you still have an opportunity to heal yourself. Otherwise, you will end up as a misanthrope for the rest of your life. Perhaps I am actually doing you a favor here, as it may contribute to your further refinement as a narcissist. However, if you refuse to heal yourself by looking inside yourself, it becomes my ethical duty to inform others about your behavior. People should be aware of it.

Expect Komito to "fabricate" crimes against those who expose him as a narcissist (through generalization, misinterpretation, etc.) and spread slander about them in private, as that is typically what individuals like him do once they are properly exposed. Komito is correct in stating that he thrives on criticism, but he conveniently overlooks one crucial distinction: each instance of criticism allows him to fortify his false image. Drawing from my experience in the W:A community, which may not be as extensive as Komito's but is nevertheless significant, he will likely perceive my opinion of him as a threat to his narcissistic image, also known as the False Self. However, if he possesses enough intelligence, he may choose not to engage in such behavior and instead move on to seek the next source of narcissistic supply; other people who are oblivious to his personality.

I'm extremely disappointed. Turns out the caring image that Komito created about himself it just a facade. It is almost impossible to determine whether Komito's behavior stems from ignorance or malevolence, and whether he has good intentions in mind, but consequences of his actions suggest the pessimistic outcome.



You were happy when your song hit radio stations, right? Aren't radios filled with ads? More than anything.. Shouldn't your song streamed on one of those stations be totally opposite of principles you're standing by?

What I have observed about Komito (notice how he has changed nicknames over the years, likely due to the shame of being exposed), is that what he says often contradicts his actions. Initially, he may engage in certain activities for free, but once he gains more power and influence, you can be certain that he will become the same capitalist that he claims to despise. In reality, he is merely envious of people who have achieved some level of (financial) success.

It is commendable to question unethical microtransaction practices in games. However, adopting a fanatical communist stance is also not a practical solution, which comprises the majority of Komito's narratives on this topic.

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Files Comments / File #2873, Flag of Ukraine
« on: June 12, 2023, 07:31 PM »
These are the colors of Freedom nowadays.

May the Force be with you.

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Files Comments / Re: File #2868, Russian Cruiser Moskva Sunk
« on: June 12, 2023, 07:26 PM »
Of course))). And what kind of graves will you make next? [VERY INTERESTING]

I had an idea to spread Bavovna. :D

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Files Comments / Re: File #2857, Flags of the Russian oblasts
« on: June 09, 2023, 07:25 PM »
I think there's no Taiga terrain yet. It would be cool. Sable could be there. And maybe even that Chimera-like animal (beaver-tiger). Or just real life forms.

The geographic accuracy and inclusiveness of taiga life species in W:A should clearly be the top priority in W:A community. :D

I agree, we need a taste of Mother Russia, with the beaver-tiger roaming the untouched beauty of the Russian taiga in W:A. :P

If someone creates such a terrain, please let me know, it would be cool to play on such a destructible map. ;D

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Files Comments / Re: File #2857, Flags of the Russian oblasts
« on: June 09, 2023, 12:34 PM »
An interesting fact is that a tiger was originally depicted on the coat of arms of the Irkutsk region, but due to the similarity in names (Бабр - is the old Russian designation of a tiger, Бобр - is a beaver), at different times the heraldry was altered and a large beaver-like tail and webbed were added to the tiger in the coat of arms. hind legs, having created a new mythical animal, which is still used as a symbol of the Irkutsk region, they even made a monument to him.


What I find even more interesting is the fact that the marten (the prey of the babr as depicted on Irkutsk's coat of arms) is a primary symbol of Ufa's coat of arms. ;D

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Files Comments / Re: File #2868, Russian Cruiser Moskva Sunk
« on: June 08, 2023, 11:32 AM »
It looks cool, but it was possible to try even harder.)))

Thanks, but the task here was to create an easily recognizable image, which is simply an adapted icon which you can find in this map. 8)

As you can imagine, this grave is particularly fun to watch when it drowns. :D

For obvious reasons, expect this to be downrated by a particular contingent of the so-called "Russian world," much like the warship. ;)

For those who haven't figured: this image combines both notions of Moskva. :P


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Files Comments / File #2857, Flags of the Russian oblasts
« on: June 03, 2023, 06:31 PM »
Good idea! I really liked Belgorod, Bryansk, and Kursk flags in particular, good job! ;)

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I think I'll regret commenting MI's message regarding sanctions, given the fact that his country is supporting Zwitter's in a military aggresion against my country, but I just wanted to make this clear... I won't touch this topic ever again.

I suggest you all to cool it down. Zwitter has won some money and it is natural for him to try to get paid. It makes sense to ask for other ways to get paid, given the current sanctions situation. I know I would. At the same time Komo has every right to refuse. It's not Komo's job to find or comply with alternative ways.

Please stop attacking. This is going nowhere. Should I remind you that I've been dealing with sanctions all my life too? Did you know that TUS was hosted in an American company before 2011 and I got forced to move out? TUS also had another domain (tus-db.com) which got shut down because of the sanctions.

Komo said Zwitter has one year. That's plenty of time. I suggest Zwitter to find an exchanger in this period.

I haven't noticed anyone in this discussion making personal attacks, but rather criticizing actions. It may appear that way due to Zwitter's attempts to discredit anyone who disagrees with him on this topic. Everything else is a consequence and an appropriate reaction to Zwitter's leaps in logic and inability to accept the defeat reality.

I'd like to emphasize that the cup's rules remain the primary reason for Komito's refusal, not the sanctions. Zwitter has the right to receive the price indeed, but sanctions exist for a valid reason. Just because someone believes the sanctions are unjustified doesn't mean they lack significance. Since we're discussing ourselves, let me point out that I have a genuinely life-threatening reason to suggest that Zwitter donate his prize to help eliminate the root cause of those sanctions — it's very simple. All of Zwitter's sweeping generalizations about money are absurd in light of this fact; they are narrow-minded and self-centered (it's worth noting that Zwitter made similar remarks about Komito). One receives what one deserves.

Going back to the conversation that Zwitter posted. He asked:

Could you donate through this webpage?

Zwitter literally asked whether Komito could donate via 3rd party service. Komito rightfully refused.

Case closed. :D

@TheKomodo,

Why do you believe you can change my plans for several times during the cup and not being asked for the same once?

Again, ironically, you're being egoistic here, Zwitter. It's not just your plans that got changed. We both agreed to move the finals because of Komito's life circumstances. Giving your logic, I could also demand something from Komito, but I don't do this. So, giving you a whopping year to let you decide and/or find ways to get the prize is a more or less fair decision. But if Komito thinks that sanctions will be lifted within a year to get PayPal back in Russia, I highly doubt about it.

That's why I'm saying that donating the prize would be more appropriate under all moral considerations. Think twice before participating in an international prize cup knowing that your country is under sanctions. If I were you, I'd ask Komito beforehand, just as I did when I inquired about the possibility of donating the money to a charity before deciding to join the cup. You haven't done this, which means you were extremely presumptuous in believing that Komito would agree to use a third-party service for you to receive special treatment. In fact, many people in your country think similarly, as if the entire world owes them something, and they fail to recognize the cause versus effect of why they receive certain treatment... It's quite amusing. :D

That's all from me. :)

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If it's not covered, it means it's allowed until it's forbidden. That's how laws/rules work.

TheKomodo is not an legal entity/organization/company. It's incorrect to compare.

You're trying to find a loophole which doesn't exist. :-[

Komito is a citizen of a civilized democratic country which condemns your country's military aggression. This is his money and he has the right to process his money in the way he wants.

By the way, I cannot even access the website you linked, you can figure out why.

Talking about playing for myself, I only meant playing under neutral flag.

As I said before, I have serious risks now donating from myself.

You don't have to reveal your identity in any way. That's the point: you could just privately ask Komito to donate the prize to any organization. You have absolutely no risk donating this way.

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TheKomodo's reason of not registering on the platform, according to his replies, is his egocentrism. He feels being hurt when someone tries to make him to do something. This is proved by him saying he didn't care about safety of the platform. This is irrational and not the right way to discuss anything.

@Xrayez, what laws you refer to? The sanctions are for companies and certain people state-related. They do not forbid ordinary persons, individuals, make international bank transactions between each other. Do you really suppose there are risks? There are actually a risk for me to sell money to other "unfriendly" countries, because my country's current laws are very repressive. Also, do you think I'm the one misbehavioring here? I refer to initial cup rules and explaining what it all means. What I get back is emotional something based on personal complexes. This is the reason I decided to make it public.

First, as others explained, using a proxy to receive the prize was not covered in the cup's description, so this is non-negotiable. Period.

Second, considering that international sport events ban country aggressors worldwide, like UEFA, you should be thankful to participate in this cup in the first place.

Taking into account above, what you said about alleged Komito's egocentrism... In Discord, you publicly said that you play for yourself. Who's an egoist here? :D

You said that you have very repressive laws in your country... Be reasonable and donate to a righteous cause to help the civilized world to eliminate the repressive regime, invest in your future. :P

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I am having issues with Zwitter though.

Long story short, he believes it's my "duty" to "fulfill the contract" and sign up to a 3rd party website in order to send him PayPal payment. Something which was not covered in the Cup description, because honestly I thought everyone was intelligent enough to realize that "PayPal" means "PayPal" and not "PayPal via 3rd party website that uses PayPal as a means of payment".

If Zwitter asks you to use a third-party website, it likely means that he wants to avoid the economic sanctions imposed on his country, for very obvious reasons.

Therefore, if you use a third-party service, you would most likely be violating those international sanctions. Honestly, Zwitter should have known about this for more than a year. What did he expect? I agree that it shouldn’t be Komito’s concern. I guess Zwitter won’t agree to donate the prize money to a worthy cause either, so if I were you and Zwitter refused to accept the prize in one of the ways listed in your cup’s description, and given Zwitter's guilt-inducing behavior, which does not promote good sportsmanship either, I would allocate that prize for the next AoA #2 cup, or any other similar cup.

Many respectable e-sport events expect and comply with economic sanctions and international laws nowadays. I wish I could say more here, but I strongly advise you not to violate international law, Komito. That’s the least I can say here. Perhaps the cup’s description should have also mentioned this for all countries that are affected by economic sanctions, just as a courtesy notice, but again, Komito is not obliged to do so.

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Thanks!

Congrats to Zwitter, those were very close and chaotic games, he made his comeback! ;)

The finals reminded me of my previous game vs Zwitter at Power Hysteria cup in 2014.

Hopefully, I have received extra points for my playing style... :D

In any case, my mission is accomplished. You can figure why I decided to play in this cup in the first place. Hopefully, the prize money will be spent on a righteous cause. ;D

The takeaway from this match is that you should never underestimate your opponent. But regardless of the result, I hope this symbolic match will motivate you to support the righteous cause with even more perseverance. :)

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This is going to be a very symbolic match. :P

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7pm GMT on Sunday 14th is perfect if it's good for you both. 👍

If that's the case, then Zwitter wouldn't mind then, fine for me.

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