Well, at 25 years old I was losing my virginity. Yes, I took a long time to start my sexual life, I know. I was a lot more shy than I am today (but I still am a little bit on specific situations). I didn't use any ilegal drugs, now I experimented many different drugs. I used to be more explosive with people, I was more insecure, I was more sensitive regarding any "bad" comment or "bad" gesture or "bad" look towards me. I was very naïve in several aspects. I used to get addicted very easily into games and now I can control better myself. I read more now, I write more now, I am more dedicated into art and now for the first time I have a job on something that I always wanted. I broke up with all my close friends of the time and now I spend most of my time with a "new" (years of friendship already) close friend. I got involved with other women besides my ex-girlfriend. I dance way more now and I started to like poetry. I became a birdwatcher (maybe one day I'll be a birder). I started to love history (the science). I learned some new things. I started to learn more spanish due to WA community. I am interested in fashion. I realized that I have ADHD and I can cope with that better now. I am more me now.
But, at the same time I'm more sedentary and stopped practicing mountaineering and climbing. I had many love disappointments. I still feel a huge void inside me and I'm still not very happy, hardly ever I smile. I rarely laugh. I feel sad about what's happening with the world, the rise of fascism, the rise of hate, fake news, coup attempts, stupid "patriotism", ignorant people, controled people. I don't talk with many people for long time (since we broke up). f@#!ing pandemic.
Yes, my life changed a lot in 5 years.
