nice post HHC, i guess that shows that most of your are just making excuses on why TEL is dead...
im not sure if any of you have dealt with the loss of a loved one, buts its difficult, denial sets in, then you make excuses, then you blame yourself, then you wonder what could you have done, could you have done more, and the what ifs are never ending....
eventually, the grief will end, and you will remember the good times you had together, and the tears you once cried thinking of that person, will turn into smiles each time they cross your mind. ( in this case TEL )
R.I.P. Danny, Luke, Justin, Lisa, and least importantly TEL.