I really don't understand why people would even want a heaven?
Judging from conversations with various people over the years, i've came realise they all think of heaven as "perfect".
It would be BORING ! If everything was perfect then nothing bad would happen, then nothing would be good either, maybe at 1st it'd be cool, but very soon you would be bored...
Bad needs good and vice versa.
Or at least I just can't imagine or understand how perfect happiness for eternity never ending, think about it, NEVER ENDING, so you would always get what you want exactly when you want it... There would be no challenge to anything, no feelings, no emotions because everything would end up "just happening".
I think the reason, at least for me, why life is so fun, is because you KNOW it's going to end, so you look forward to good things, cherish the best memories.
I have to stop myself from thinking about this kinda stuff because I go way way too f@#!ing deep and it's scary, I ask too many questions.
I ask too many questions about "what happens when you die" I've never once came up with anything acceptable to me, I don't fear death, I fear not having the time to accomplish all I want, I won't get to see "what happens" to people I know and everything on Earth, if we ever make contact with Life outside of Earth or not... How does it all end?
If I could choose how I die, i'd want it to be some sort of global destruction event, like, wiping out Earth completely. How f@#!ed up is that?